Thank you

I wanted to thank everyone who stopped by and commented today. I got about 2-3 hours of sleep last night, and once I woke, I was in tears.

Kama was everywhere today, on our bed, in one of her 3 beds, outside of my shower, in the therapy room, in the backyard, following me to the mailbox, there when I dropped a piece of food (gosh, it really sucks to have to pick up your own dropped food!!), under my desk, in Avi's room, etc, etc. I should have just explained it like this, she was every place I traveled throughout our house. I know all of you, who have lost a loved one, know this feeling all too well.

Needless to say, I left the moment I could, and did not return until I absolutely had to (just now....just kidding). My approach was, have car, will travel! Yes, I abandoned Aviana. I have a number of times in the past few weeks. I am so thankful for our nurses. They are the best.  I haven't even had a chance to introduce you to our newest ~ Lesya, but she has helped tremendously.

Thank you so much for all of your kind, heartfelt stories, poems, and comments. I truly appreciate each and every word in effort to soften this horrific blow. When most difficult to stand, you all carried me through my day.

You are loved,