Thursday, October 28, 2010

Thank you

I wanted to thank everyone who stopped by and commented today. I got about 2-3 hours of sleep last night, and once I woke, I was in tears.

Kama was everywhere today, on our bed, in one of her 3 beds, outside of my shower, in the therapy room, in the backyard, following me to the mailbox, there when I dropped a piece of food (gosh, it really sucks to have to pick up your own dropped food!!), under my desk, in Avi's room, etc, etc. I should have just explained it like this, she was every place I traveled throughout our house. I know all of you, who have lost a loved one, know this feeling all too well.

Needless to say, I left the moment I could, and did not return until I absolutely had to (just now....just kidding). My approach was, have car, will travel! Yes, I abandoned Aviana. I have a number of times in the past few weeks. I am so thankful for our nurses. They are the best.  I haven't even had a chance to introduce you to our newest ~ Lesya, but she has helped tremendously.

Thank you so much for all of your kind, heartfelt stories, poems, and comments. I truly appreciate each and every word in effort to soften this horrific blow. When most difficult to stand, you all carried me through my day.

You are loved,


  1. ((((HUGS))))

    with you all the way jen.
    <3 ~j

  2. Celebrate your Kama's life and the love you all shared!

    I know it hurts.