Wednesday, November 24, 2010

From God, With Love

I cry over my sweet Kama at least once a day. The pain is immeasurable, and I am truly suffering.

Oh, do I miss my baby girl.

Everyday that passes with Rainey, leaves me with no doubt that she was sent from above. She is the best little puppy I have ever known in my life. She is thoughtful, considerate, loving, calm and sweet. She is just what we needed, at just the right time.  She possesses so many of Kama's idiosyncrasies, but is just the perfect amount of herself.

We feel blessed beyond belief to have found her, and we strongly feel we were destined to be together.

Filling the giant hole in heart is a tall order, and Rainey does her part well.

I'm not used to taking pictures of a black lab, it's a challenge ;o)

I know it seems she is always good, and for the most part, she is.  I told Dave I didn't trust her in the car, he told me she would be fine, and to take her anyway. I did, and while I was in the grocery store, she hopped over the divide, and tore my entire Lowe's purchase to pieces!

She wouldn't stay in the back after that, so she decided to ride home in Aviana's car seat. 


  1. I loved this post as it flowed from the love of your Kama to the love of your Rainey! The picture of her in the carseat is PRICELESS and made me smile. I hope that your heart continues to heal Jen.

  2. Oh my funny that she tore up your Lowes purchase. I laughed out loud. Thats a puppy for you! She is a cutie. I love the pic of Kama eating her carrot, she is so sweet. The pain will ease up in time. Hang in there.

  3. Oh I'm so happy you have Rainey!!!! So cute and a GREAT distraction right now from your pain....she will heal your heart :)

  4. I am so sorry you are still having such a hard time with losing Kama. I know having the puppy helps but it will never take away the pain you feel of losing your 1st baby. Im giving you a giant hug all the way across the country.
    I lol when I saw what Rainey did to your Lowes stuff. Thats hilarious

  5. I'm so sorry that you're missing Kama. Rainy is sooo cute and he rides in the carseat, just like our 5 month old cockapoo!

    Terri - another Guat Mama, who prays for you all daily