Monday, March 21, 2011


Some days, this pain is more than I can bear.

Some days I wake up, and am so incredibly sad for all we have lost.

While I understand that I sway, much like a branch, within this range of emotions, it never ceases to amaze me when I wake up feeling like this. I feel like the hugest wave possible, is repeatedly slamming my entire existence against a razor sharp coral reef.

Some days I miss one more than the other, but days like today, I feel the excruciating absence of them both! This pain is too much!!!

Today, I feel I am the girl Butch Walker is singing about....

Her hair is like a crow's nest
She's got glitter in her eye
Her smile is like a jack-o-latern
Trying not to cry
She's been living pretty hard
Since her old man little ones up and died a year ago

And I see her every morning
When she's walking to the check
She holds her head like she's got something heavy
Hanging 'round her neck'

A video ~ just in case you are interested in one of the greatest artists of all time ;o))))))))))) 

I promise, I'm not biased....

1 comment:

  1. I am so sorry that you are having a really bad day. It is so natural to feel the way that you do. Just know that you are getting a BIG hug from me. Also, be sure to get some fresh air and spend some time in nature, just sitting quietly. Not thinking about anything. Maybe that will help the pendulum swing the other way.