Monday, December 13, 2010


My brother's dog Zander, Kama's brother, came and stayed with us for 2 weeks.  I love him so much. I have to say though, most moments were good, but there were many that took my breath away. I would find myself in tears thinking of my very own sweet yellow.

I also couldn't help but imagine Kama by Rainey's side, and how much they would have loved each other.

When I am feeling down, which I have been lately, I tell myself that if Kama were still here, I wouldn't have had enough love to share with Rainey.

The conversations I have with myself sometimes amaze me! I use these real/false (who's to say which) statements to make some sort of peace within.

My other common internal conversation is that if it weren't for the accident, Aviana and I never would have found the closeness we now have.

I honestly believe these statements to be true, especially the latter, with every bone in my body.


  1. I love these pictures Jen! How nice to have a "little piece" of Kama with you. It is amazing to see them next to eachother! Internal conversations have a way of setting things right, don't they?!?!?!?!

  2. I have to agree with Annie....sometimes, though internal conversations have a way of setting things into a different light.

    Although i'm mainly a lurker, please know that i keep your family (and you!) in my thoughts and prayers.