Friday, December 9, 2011

It's No Wonder...

I'm so messed up!


Don't click on these unless you are prepared to be destroyed.

I'm sorry.

I love you!

These videos are all extremely hard to watch, but at one minute and 48 seconds, what's left of my heart shatters in a million little pieces!

I accidentally stumbled upon one of these and then couldn't seem to stop myself!

Another place, another time.


  1. so sad and depressing, awesome to see her as herself and so sad that she can't be that now. Maya watched it with me because she knows Avi's story and she thought maybe her brain got fixed. so I had to show her pictures again of her now, she's very sad that she can't do anything anymore....

  2. Oh that sweet little girl, exactly as I remember her. *hugs*

  3. I understand your sadness a little more, Jen. I see why you miss her. And she and Kama are kindred spirits, it seems. Somewhere in this universe, somewhere between here and the afterlife, they still are.

    (hugs) Someday I pray these videos don't hurt so bad, but only bring you happiness.

  4. I'm at a loss for words. As someone who knows Avi just from your blog, the videos make your loss and Avi's so much more real and profound.


  5. omgosh.....she is such a beautiful girl.
    both then and now.

    thank you for sharing these little bits

  6. I haven't been able to post for awhile, but I have to fist comment on this entry. So many emotions come up when I see these clips. It is too much for me, I can't imagine what it brings up in you and your family. I hope somehow you all can feel peace. Sending you love and hugs!